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Easter was fun. I have a very cool family I must say. ^_^ My grandmother played DDR with me. She wants to practice so that she can really dance on the pad. I told her they call that 'tricking' (I think). So now she wants to practice so she can 'trick out' as she put it. Bet if she does practice that she's able to beat me pretty quickly. -_- Hehe, but now I can tell people, My Grandmother can play better DDR than you! and mean it. ^_^ *sigh* I've got to write. I've neglected ALL of my fanfics, even the hentai ones. -_- and since I sold my soul to Mona over the japanese auction, I *have* to write. >_< Currently she's asking for a black Haru x Tooru story. I can do that. Originally it was an Akiru, or Akito x Tooru story, which I could have done, but it wouldn't have been pleasant. It most likely would have been non-consensual, and a very bad experience for Tooru. Since Mona considerately wants the poor girl to have some fun too, she changed her mind. Akito is a sadistic brat, what other way could I get him and Tooru together? I idly thought about an AU story, but that just would have been an excuse to tone down his character. It's a challenge I might take up someday, if I can think of a likely senario. But I don't do rape... I've come damn close in Belated Gift, I admit... but despite all that Shigure has done, and all Tooru has been hurt there are still layers that make it more than just someone brutally hurting another just for the fun of hurting someone. It doesn't justify wat Shigure has done, or excuse it, but it's still better than some bastard raping a girl just to crush her spirit. I wouldn't have enjoyed writing that story. On a side note, on the topic of Kushiel's Chosen a great book I'm reading. I knew it! I KNEW it! I'm so proud of myself. I guessed where Melisande was pulling the strings from. As soon as the 'clue' was mentioned I knew that was where she had to be. Ha! (I know this last bit makes no sense, but I don't want to ruin it for anybody) Merrow